busy day today..??

had lesson frm 8 to 12..which i dun realli feel like gg..den supposed to go out with lindy n nor de..bt den too tired la..so went to dear hse to slp instead..sorry to ps em wor..

den after tat went to cousin hse for buffet..duno is engagement or marry la..shld nt go in e first place lor..so bo liaoz..tot my bro gt go end up he nv..sianz..if noe earlier i sure sae i busy wont go one..anw went there ard 6 n eat..

8 plus i jiu left le..go n meet my dear n go alan hse see em play mahjong lorx..take cab down frm yishun to seng kang..ard 10 bucks..

den 11 plus left alan hse go home lorx..

busy day today..??

had lesson frm 8 to 12..which i dun realli feel like gg..den supposed to go out with lindy n nor de..bt den too tired la..so went to dear hse to slp instead..sorry to ps em wor..

den after tat went to cousin hse for buffet..duno is engagement or marry la..shld nt go in e first place lor..so bo liaoz..tot my bro gt go end up he nv..sianz..if noe earlier i sure sae i busy wont go one..anw went there ard 6 n eat..

8 plus i jiu left le..go n meet my dear n go alan hse see em play mahjong lorx..take cab down frm yishun to seng kang..ard 10 bucks..

den 11 plus left alan hse go home lorx..

damn...my hse de hotmail gt prob sia..cnt open attached file..sianz..duno wad de hell wrong with it la..make mi wanna do my sch stuff also cnt..

anyway pon my morning lesson due to stomach cramp..T_T monthly stuff la..

den went for de practical at 1 den after tat met ting for lunch..coz she was ps by her fren for her lesson..lmao..

went to paragon coz she gt work also ma..den we went to shimbashi soba to eat..so ex..so we onli eat de dessert promotion..i find it quite nice lehx..nt bad bt she think it sucks..n we went to eat de toriQ thingy..so damn full la..

after tat i went to work lorx..slack noon bt den busy nite..T_T do bar~ my fav..haha..bt at ntie so mani ppl so scary..

n tats all for today ba..o ya..dl some games to my phone n i whole day playing it..lol..addicted to e games for now..

went for lesson today n was late..i think late 15 mins nia den the teacher dun wan mark my attendance..she sae take as i nv come..zzz..i jus pon her lesson last week den tis week she like this..hw to nt pon her lesson..T_T

den after lesson went to lib to do some stuffs n went to suntec to meet moon n take my pay for tat day try out working de..den ate at her place..

ate the double beef soba..hiyashi soba n salmon kaminabe..still is the kaminabe best..coz both the soba too sweet le la..bt afterall is ok la..we ate ard 40 den she use 20 staff voucher n top 10 lorx..

after tat went walk walk while n went to marina to see see also lor..on the way back hg went to lib n return book n saw lence inside..tot he so guai go lib yuan lai is go see on tattoo de..coz he wanna make more!!! omg..zzz

den jiu go home lorx..de soba is still making mi so full now!!!

haiz..duno why recently he so suay..

make mi feel so down also..

hope everything will be fine..

waiting for fri to come n get my pay..gt some many things to settle..zzz

change m mind abt blogging..coz i wanna show everyone de new bag i bought..haha..was act 39.90 bt den gt discount so is 31.90..

n we went to eat at ichiban coz gt de voucher ma..damn ffull la..till nw still full..T_T

mine is de don don set..yummmy~

saw my phone bill today..

70bucks..

hmmm..consider ok la..bt i wanna cut down to 50bucks per month..

i think it can be done ba..so if i nv msg u guys doesnt mean i forget abt u all..jus tat i wanna cut down on my bills..

which i think is impossible la..coz de onli thing i do when i sianz is sms or call ppl talk..unless u delete all my contacts lorx..bleakx..

went ngee ann city to work today..sucks la..I MISS PARAGON!!! ITS DE BEST..haha.luckily is for 2 days nia..n at first i tot is work 12 to 10..hai hao is 12 to 630..if nt i sure faint..

den today off work le go dear hse lorx..n i m dead tired la..jus lie there n nv move le..den after tat we bth went to slp..slp till 11 plus den go home..love de feeling of slping together with him..hw i hope i m staying with him so idun nid to go home..

really hope to stay with him..haiz..bt mus think of alot of things first..

n next week sch reopn i work mon to sat..omfg..i mus be crazy..

mon 5 to 11..tues 6 to 11..wed 5 to 11..thurs 6 to 11..fri 3 to 11..sat 10 to 6..

n all my lessons are starting frm 8 de..n shucks la..nw den i remember i sat gt lesson in de day..wtf..tml mus go change with him le..haiz..

i am too free le..tats y now i gt the time to go copy the pic we took last month..lol..look at the mud pie...its frm my work place..damn freaking nice but fattening..

so now i can only see it n not eat it ok!!!!!

I WANNA JIAN FEI..T_T

make up my mind on tat n yet end up eatting mroe n more..wtf..haiz..when den can i ever ever slim down..

esp with my height i look like a ball..omfg

haiz..i really beleive tat there is a veri veri serious prob between mi n him..wher gt ppl stead till lidat de..gt stead n dun stead doesnt make a diff..maybe jus in bed..zzz..n i dun see any diff frm him as a bf n as a fren..time to reflect on it le ba..gg to 2 yrs le..is he realli e one i wanna to settle with..

deep in my heart i noe i realli wanna settle down with him..bt on the surface i mus act as if i dun gif a damn..y make life so diff..haiz..coz its all of his freaking mindset..so mus well jus go along with it..

n learn some new things from laurel..keep in view..n mus learn hw to let go..she sae can find a better one out there n sae tat we shld go pubbing at least once per week so we can find better one n keep in view..lmao..i think is she will end up drunk everytime n i got to bring her home which is jus beside mi..?

realli had the tot of moving out..maybe soon..maybe after i grad le find a job n settle for 3 mths n im gg to move out..if nt maybe i will move in with him one day when i realli cnt tolerate anymore..

but jus seeing him few days a week also can always quarrel..imagine if we are staying together..haiz..

money is wad i m lacking now..MONEY MONEY MONEY..!!!

12:28 AM
reflections of you and me;

Thursday, April 5, 2007

11:40 PM
reflections of you and me;