quite soem time nv come in blog liao..y..? all coz of the maple la..thats y i hate to be addicted to maple lorx..

last fri went to watch the illusionist..not veri nice lehx..dun go watch n waste $$..than went to eat kfc lorx..

wei dar dar~ we like quite standard de lehx..watch le movie jiu kfc..mus change to yoshinoya ok ok~ i noe u hate it thats y i love it...=/

n today jus haf my exam..can pass ba..with a B- ?? than pei my dear home than go nyp meet dar..n he threw his phone on mi..omg..so damn bad arse la..so i confiscated his phone n we happily went to buy choco n milk n other stuffs..

n after that e ben dan went to board de bus without his phone..lmao..so ended up he come back again to get his phone frm mi..

LAST CHIRSTMAS


jus off work n reach home..today is e day of the months..sianzz..hate it la..

at least now chirstine is transfer back to hg..someone i m familiar..

hehez.receive a compliment letter from customer for good service..^__^ v
happy~!! actually we the satisfaction we gain from work is the satisfactory of customer on our service..thats wad jaye said..make sense..bt shes nt here also le..cant share with her n moon n hui..

n wth..now than i noe my current assistant manager is my ex assistant manager, hui de bf!!! omg omg omg..haha..so happy..at least now i see him as hui bf instead of someone nt familiar de..muahahaha.. wanted to go down causeway today to see em de..bt than feel so weird lehx n quite lazy la.. but realli miss em..>.< another time ba..


last chirstmas, ii gave euu my heart..
but the very next day, euu gave it away..
this year, to save mii from tears..
ii gave it tuh someone special..

Last Chirstmas by BoA..nice song..

duno wher my bro burn BoA n angela zhang shao han de song into e com de..bt both also not bad la..

BECAUSE OF YOU..by Kelly Clarkson

I will not make
the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery

I will not break
the way you did, You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

* Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid *

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes

I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

*Chorus*

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me

You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing


Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid



my fav song..coz its the same of wads happening between mi n his e last time..but its realli a nice song anw..

jus drop by my previous blog n read thru..realised than a new blog = a new life.. everything changed ever since i change a new blog..

bt duno is change for the better or the worst..

previous blog is all e memories of him..realised that my life is onli revolving ard him..everything i blog is onli him..so indulge with him..

come to think of it its quite stupid la..i treat him like wad n he treat mi like wad..bt nvm la..forgive n not forget..=x thats wad my eleanor dear told mi de..lol..n its true..i can forgive wad he did to mi bt nv forget..

women are veri ji chou de..so dun come n make us piss..IF NOT MAKE SURE U DIE TILL VERI VERI VERI DE NAN KAN =X..

MISS EM SO MUCH..CAN SOMEONE BRING EM BACK OR TAKE MI TO EM..I NOE ITS IMMPOSSIBLE..


for veri long time i whole day no work no sch no prog le..feeling so lifeless..like wad jav also saying about de? lol..

hais..jus realli miss working with my excollegue..one by one leaving miT_T

2 go work at pub..3 managers all transferred to other places..left mi alone..n my chef they also transferred them away to other outlets le..

sianzz..dun feel like gg to work at tis place le..feel liek changing job bt than hor..exam over le jiu attachment le..think jus tahan few more weeks ba..damn la..tis month nv work much..think pay out i also sianz..=/

somemore i still haf a jacket..shoe..bag n other clothes haven buy yet..>.< n i wanna make contact lens also lehx..n straighten my hair n highlight or dye before NEW YEAR..omg omg omg..

shldnt spend so much le la..mus reflect on myself..


sianz..think lata gg library to study..better than staying at home n starring at my com n doing nth..

haha..my neighour so cute..they gg to sch than come call mi n my mother from outside de hse..lol..they waiting for sch bus than talk with us..pri 1..twins both gal..so cute..so small than carry the big big sch bag..

si jav..cnt slp mus come msg mi ar..somemore ur homework still haven finish still dare to sae..lol..no la..kidding nia..feel free to msg mi anytime n dun so stress la..^^ jus put in more effort in it jiu can de..=.= bt than i think i worst than u..next mon is my exam le i still blogging n mapling here..=/ lol..nt reflecting on myself at all..

tonight if u cnt slp hor..go msg dar..=X n cut down n maple n ppc n bunk ing la..see la..waste 10 inside for nth..we can go catch a movie de lor which is cheaper than ur bunk..i wanna watch the illusionist..think its the last movie i m gg to watch before my exam end..

n yest i meet dar first at hgmall than we take bus down to marina..suppose to meet at 2 de bt i think we bth still mapling till 2 lorx..lol..than took bus down to marina which is like super long la..reach marina jus nice ard4 n we were suppose to catch 410 de show..

jus when i was about to buy the ticket than decided to call jav n ask wher him first in case lata we buy le he cnt make it in time..n GUESS WAD..HE WAS STILL AT SERANGOON!!! omg om gomg..ended up we didnt watch the movie..went to arcade to play n than to bunk..n went to eat kfc..haha..yum yum..i think i still prefer 2 piece meal most..my fav lorx..bt its super fattening lorx..

as usual dar pei wo back to my hse de bus stop there lor..bought the kinder breuno value pack..yummy~ ting rem..used to be our fav lorx..haha..everytime eat kinder breuno jiu will think of u..=x

n dar still dun trust mi to look out his bus for him..hmphf..realli is see u so tired ma..keep on chiong maple for duno wad..lol..learn mi la..chiong for 3 days 3 nite i gaurantee u see maple within 1 or 2 mths u cfm will sianz..n slack down alot..lol..dun beleve u go try..bt than ur test n exam coming soon rite..study more la..u n jav mus cut down on maple n ppc la..waste time n $$..

go cook my breakfast cum lunch le..than go out to study le i think..tatazZzz

LOOK AT THE TIME I AM BLOGGING!!! its like for hw mani weeks or months ago when i reach back home when the sun haven set..n the sun is stil shinning so bright outside..>.<

yest went to see em play mahjong..n meet jav n dar go bunk..stupid jav..sae meet 6 plus than nv sae is plus till wher..luckily i clever nv left their hse so early.. lol.. than dar also jus left his hse nia so i meet him at seng kang first lorx.. n we started to be veri lame in e train..=.=

than jiu go bunk see see n eat dinner..KFC again..jus had it in e noon nia..n had it for dinner as well..lol..quite in love with it..T_T which is damn fatty la..than we saw tis gal at bunk which is super pro n fierce..lol

than jiu went back home..hmphf..DAR DAR U DUN TRUST MI.. I GO ONE CORNER N CRY LIAO HOR..i see u so tired ask u slp awhile first than ur bus come i wake u up..than u dun believe mi...omg omg..do i look like i am those type which will leave u slping in the bus stop n siam one..??? NO right..~!!!

bt thats wad i plan to do la..shhhh..lol..

i wan to watch illusionist!!

I M BACK~!!!!


yeah!!! finally i m back to blogging..lol..so mani things to say!!

firstly..thurs dar come my sch find mi than we go back hg mall play arcade..i m suppose to GO STUDY de!!! than i tell dar to ask mi come out after we go in awhile than he nv..!! he also forgot..lol..than we went to play de photohunt..omg omg omg..for the first time we get into the top score..lol..bt is no. 10 nahx..wahaha..BUT STILL GOT OUR NAME INSIDE OK..MAI SIAO SIAO..=X

than after go eat dinner with my fren..than jiu go hm le..sianz..cold war with moii parent..she dun wan gif mi use com..wth..thats y i wasnt blogging for de past few day..T_T

than yest i go dar sch de mrt there find him..omg..i think his sch also quite cmi la..nt bad de is onli those chinas nia..=/ think i m blessed to be in sp?? lol.. pity dar de eyes..no wonder his eyes always red red de..lol..

than after that we went bugis there to buy his cards n than we walk super super far back to ps..n we lose our way..walk till i dying le la..I HATE TO WALK LA!!! but take ask jian fei ba..sobs sobs.. than went to arcade n play de photo hunt again..n tis time we went to the top score again!!! no 9 n no 1~ woots..PC & SKY..lol..both are non living thing..=/























than we went to watch de gridiron gang..nt bad de show..quite nice wor..than the show jus nice finish laurel call mi..she is moii neighbour la..sae she with my bro n a fren than sae they gg pub ask mi wan go not..her fren drive us so i jiu ok lorx..ahha..

than when we reach clarke quay there..we go see see the bungee jump.. than suddenly gt guy ask we wan play not..he treat..coz the thingy mus 3 person take together ma..than he 1 person so he jiu treat us lorx..liao..1 person 25 k somemore is student price..if nt normal is 35..omg omg..25 i can watch ard 3 show la..=x

so mi n yong qing went for the ride..haha..so fun..actualli not as scary as u think de..they scream till siaoz than i at there diam diam..=.= than the guy show use the video of us taking than onli can hear the 2 of em screaming..wahaha..THEY NOOB~~!!!

than we went to e club clinic to look for wei hao..my ex collegue.. than go in explore..quite nice la..saw my sec sch teach there..wth..lol..such a place to see moii teacher..=/

than we went to sit n get our drink..i order the tequila cranberry..hmm..nt bad.. than we play the finger guessing game..lose de jiu drink half cup..than we another a jug of vodka orange le..than finish liao they order housepour de..1 bottle of vodka with 1 jug of coke n another orange lorx..than laurel awhile jiu drunk le.end up she lose we help her drink..=.=

than half way pi call mi..sae he at mos ask mi wan go not..=.= than i tell him i beside mos there nia..lol..than we ard 2 jiu leave le lrox..the guy drink us home than laurel vomit in the car..but luckily gt plastic bag..heng ar..

than next day go work..10 to 1030..omg..n morning i gt bit hangover frm the previous nite..sianz..

starting to hate my workplace le..dun like the ppl there..haiz..hope i can get transfer to other outlets instead..=/

jus back hm frm work..feel so unfamiliar with e workplace le..those that i always talk to n joke to de all nt there le..sianz..left those cnt joke with if nt jiu shi they sianz sianz de..wth..

another day passed n i haven even touch my notes yet..like wad jav sae..we clearing movielist nt sch work..

jus nw went hgmall shop than bought a new wallet..than my mother pay..haha..than saw a pair of heels i like..ard 40..than wanna buy de bt my mum sae consider first..>.< i wan la..

hais..failed my bia test..omg..hw stupid can i get..shld haf pon de test lor..drag down my overall marks..luckily mr ho nv sae much..realli shld haf pon lahx..

starting to get worried for both of e fri test..realli duno a single thing abt it..for the two test that i am tested on..i was ponning for both de lesson lorx..nv attended a single lesson for de topic that i m gg to be tested on..

maybe i shouldnt go to moon hse tml liao..n go library study for de e test..

liaoz..n now my mother was saying that the top for e jumper i bought nt nice..wth..jus back hm frm sch n now gg out to shop for more nice clothes..without reflecting on myself to study on e test..-.-

bo bianz..yest sae hao with my mother liao so mus go..n tonite i m working!!!! finally..seems like quite few days i nv go work le.. n now my sis is like crazy over maple liao..another maple siaoz..N SHE SUDDENLY ASK MI PLAYING WITH OTHERS DE GAN QING IS IT RIGHT NOT??? wtf..

work = earn money..
study = pay money..

zzZzZZzz

RE TEST..!!!



todae was supposed to meet cindy they all for the ppt discussion de..meet 1130..than i plan hao le lorx..set my alarm at 930..than leave hse before 1015 than can reach in time le..than stupid dar la..sae wad he wont fall aslp at nite when we sms de..sae wad he eating noodle so cfm wont slp..than end up he slept n nv reply mi!!! hai wo at there wait n wait..wth..than hai wo cnt wake up tis morning..T_T

my alarm went off at 930..than i go back slp..snooze every 5 min..n tis carry on until 1020..coz i too tired le..n frm myhse go sch need ard 1 hr 10min..damn lo..n i eat n blah blah blah reach sch alread 1210..than think they quite buay song ba..dun care la..than i jus present wad i am suppose to present lo..sianz

than go 1 hr lesson n submit mc to mr lim than take bus down to marina to meet dar for the movie..n dar was late..!! hmphf.. n jav was supposed to meet us also de bt than he kana detention..lol..poor jav~

watched kungfu mahjong 3 again..2nd time i watching..at the same place same theatre somemore..bt than sat watch is 2nd row now is last row..hehez..couple seat again..before the show start still gt 1 hr plus than we keep walk n walk in marina..bt no place to walk de..sianz

than after the show went to eat kfc..again..=.= pass by yoshinoya n saw dar de admirer..lol..i think she sadded le la..=x than when eating saw my clsmates..which was like 8 of them..o.O n kenny inside as well..than si kenny..keep on arhm chio..arhm chio tio nai xiong la..

than dar de admirer still some kfc outside sae bye to dar..lol..aint we bad dar?? think u noe wad i mean ba..

than we walk to the bus stop lorx..pass the the underpass..n sit there see ppl skating..than duno y he gt lobster skin..=/ like allergic lidat..n skin so hot..dying liao..same as jav..both dying soon..lol..

n wth..yest i take mc to pon de test than one teacher sae mus retake..i dun wan la..i dun understand a single thing abt it lorx..wth..fri de re test than on fri gt anotehr test de..both i haven study..damn..n i tml gg out with my mother to buy new year clothes n work at nite..than thur maybe go moon hse cook dinner eat..hw the hell am i gg to make it for e test..than mon is the EXAM le for one of the module..damn damn damn..

ARE WE BIG SCAMMERS ???

k..1st thing to say..yest dar dar pei mi home la..happy le ma dar..

than today went to get mc to pon the 2 test lrox..worth it rite..1 mc pon 2 test..lol..went to cck de polyclinic..=.= 2 of us went to get mc..

than after that dinner went to eat kfc..so full lorx..=X than after that went to meet lance for a drink..haiz..than after that wait for dar dar to finish lesson n come hgmall find mi lor.. so i go eat the dessert n wait lorx..than i eating halfway ppl closing shop hai wo so ps..nv finish jiu go off..somemore sae jasmine bf so talk talk while with him..

than saw some new faces at the restuarant..new managers which i nt familiar with..rather sad than they left le..haiz..bt than coz we at diff workplace so we can off the same day go out n shop~ lalala..than thurs most prob gg to moon hse to cook n eat together..she sae we go buy ingredients n ownself cook..wahhaa

n my leg is damn suan frm yest to now..zzzz

dar tis time i rem to put in u pei mi home le..bt today also get bit tipsy..sorry if i scare u or wad wor..

than now i eating chocolates..omg..getting fatter n fatter le..lata cnt wear my new year clothes seh..


dar dar i noe u veri good to mi de la..appreciate it..so rem my movie tml hor~

SHOPPING SPREE


realised that everyone was blogging quite abt the same thing..all so down..

jus nw went to bugis with my bro n his gf n my neighbour to buy new year stuff..bought a demin skirt at $30..jumper at $30..a top to go with the skirt at 17 n another top for e jumper at ard20..n we went to eat the yuki yaki..at marina..haha..the fry ice cream de..quite nice wor..than eat till damn full la..so after much calculation..today i spent ard $130..omg omg omg than i still gt shoes n bag n jacket haven buy yet lehx.. n i wanna make contact lens!!!!

wanna buy the jacket frm the lp zone de..bt than gt no hood so i dun like..=x

than went back to hgmall for moon n jaye de farewell party..

hais..tml gt 2 test...microbio and pro ins..both i nv even touch dao..n i failed my first pro ins test..wtf..tml go get MC le la..sianz..

anyone wanna jio mi out tml??

3 Fs


hmm..think realli its jus over ba..cant even be frens..he sae he wanna end his life..i m realli scared for him..ssometimes i realli jus feel like dragging him to see xin li yi sheng..maybe i also need it one days soon..anyone noe any good doc to intro..if he realli decide to do it..i think i will jus go crazy..coz i m the trigger of it..i wil forever be a sinner..i will nv be able to forgive myself..

yest nite go drink with lance..than talk abt lots of thing..its like he is e onli one i can realli confine in..onli he noe my deepest trouble..maybe coz he is my jie mei n we belong to e same group of ppl..thats y he can see my deepest prob..duno y everyone jus noe hw to confine their probs to mi like i dun haf my own lidat..n they jus confine n nv listen..even if i wanna to sae they also wont understand de.. lol..so pathetic rite..

yest when working jaye ask mi go motivate all e ppl in e restuarant coz all no mood to work..than i ask her..whos gg to motivate mi..? guess wad she sae...
she sae i can motivate myself de..wtf..i m realli nt so strong as wad she think..nan de she so kan de qi wo..

can see the immediate changes in him..maybe im also changing..jus like him..frm bad to worst..?
hmm..nt maybe..i m sure i am changing..more n more like the last time me..living ridiculous life..jus playing n playing n playing..maybe everyone jus haf the hidden part of them bt its jus sooner or later they will show it out..

maybe might even be worst than lance.. he sae great teacher produce good students..lol..even wanna gif mi teachers day present..wtf..he than is e one who teach mi bad lorx..he than is my teacher lorx..maybe i am realli more pro than him..? coz i gt diff side of mi when im at diff places n with diff ppl..now i also duno which side is the real mi..maybe non or maybe all..

than drink till quite drunk ba..nv drink when u are in a super bad mood coz u super easy get drunk.. than jus sit there n talk n cry n talk n cry..haven realli had a good cry after that thing..

3Fs for lance..fcuk..flirt..flings.. thats wad he is trying to enjoy now..

haiz..yest de test sucks..hope i wont have to repeat that module..

than yest he come look for mi coz he pon his stupid lessons..than pei wo study..really appreciate it wor dar..than we went to watch one last dance..buy 645 de tix than 730 than reach..wtf..n we take cab now 16 plus..shld take train..bt nvm la..take also take le..bt the show too chim la..i think nt nice de lehx..mus go tell mei jin if nt lata she blur blur go watch..

than jus nw went to watch kungfu mahjong 3..ok la de show..

dar y u today like sad sad de..dun so moody la..lata u sad i also sad lehx..cheer up bit okk..^^
duno y today all so moody..my workplace de ppl also..all super no mood..haiz..kind of being influence by them ba..


n my phone bill finally come today..wth..over 100..=.= lol..nth to sae liao..

RAIN SUCKS!!!




end up i went 1 hr for the lesson nia..went to 4 til realli is buay tahan than i ran off during de break..some of my frens also lidat..realli cmi la de lessonT_T nt i dun wan to attend..than was sending mms with him during e lesson instead n talking with my fren..lol..waste my time in de theatre sia..

than before i left the sch kb come pass mi my xmas present..thz wor kb..n inside there gt some notes for tml de quiz..n the notes is liek de ans to some of de tml qns liao lorx.mus be my lao gong photocopy for mi n put inside de..simple love her man..they rox~~!!!

than was in e bus n it started to rain la..damn it..agree with ting..damn de rain nahx..so bo bianz..went to hgmall instead n shun bian buy my concession lorx..since tml is de last day liao..
than went to lib n planned to study for tml de quiz bt ended up reading de novles instead..wth..

when e rain is smaller than we go home lorx..if nt jiu mus go borrow umbrella frm my workplace liao..n we go frighten the cat at de stairs near my hse there sia..pathetic cat..=/

TIME FOR LESSON



argh..so slpy..T_T yawning non stop till my eyes tearing le..sobs sobs.. wanted to drop by jav n his blog de..bt than the sch com cnt access to it..wth..

was suppose to meet lance for sch today de..than coz i too tired le so i nv go..lol..meet him 745 than i 7 wake up morning msg him as he requested..=.= than i go back slp..when iwake again i see de time..7.50 le..omg..than i tell him i nt meeting him le..so funny..wake up to wake him up n yet i late..lol..anw my lesson start at 11 n his at 9 ma..

sianz..having lesson at 3 to 5..the one that i 12 weeks went to 2 times onli de..n so damn RARE THAN I AM GOING FOR THE LESSON TIS TIME!!!! omg..think i getting more n more guai le..

blogging half way than kenny pass by mi..n we start to talk abt yest..lol..so funny..ask him: hey y are u here..?_? bt in e first place y he cnt be there..

time to go for lesson le..zzz

the interview die le..sobs..so nervous n duno wad i talking la..lol..dun care la..over jiu over jiu le..than the bia test also sucks la..though all msc bt all i duno hw to do de..damn it..cfm cmi le de test..than fri gt envsta test..liao..dun even noe a single thing abt it..n so mani damn things to memorise..wth..

meet up with lilian at 10 plus than went for breakfast n make up..lol..so weird to wear formal in sch..like u de onli one wear till lidat..than tm come sch meet mi than we go back tgt lorx..went to buy mei jin present as well..duno wad to get for her so jus anyhw buy lorx..



to gurl :: PENISULAR IS A PLACE NEAR FUNAN..lol..next time we go there see see..~~!!

BIA TEST...!!! SUCKS...=X




todae lesson 12 to 1..=.= for the bia..sianz..than the attendance is pretty low lorx..coz i forget to bring my wallet than than go hm n take ended up gg to be late..so take cab down..sobs sobs..see e meter jump my heart also bleeding..than i nv check my wallet so i tot i left iwth $10 nia..which is cfm nt enuff de la..so i ask laogong to wait for mi than ask her help mi pay first if nt enuff..

than when i reach le..i open my wallet n saw i left with $17 which is cfm enuff la..coz the whole trip is $14.10..so ps to ask her wait for mi for nth..

than wasnt listening to e lesson at all lorx..coz playing with shi jia..ended up both of us noe nth abt the lesson..die liao..tml bia test n i haven study yet..went to watch movie instead..=X

went to watch school for scoundrels at marina..reach there quite early so we went to arcade to walk walk lorx..seems like gt no other place to walk except arcade..lol..everytime go out jiu shi movie n arcade..

than drop by ichiban when back to hg..saw moon n jaye..than maybe tml or thurs go out with moon go shop shop or wad lorx..hehez.. BT FIRST I HAVE TO GO THRU THE BIA TEST!!! T_T


than tml gt the interview test for e gems..scared scared..=/ than mus wear formal n make up..so troublesome..gonna wear blouse n black shirt..think jus wear lidat to sch ba...bt than scared veri weird lehx..?

FRENS



jus reach hm..after work than go eat with moon n william san they all..than gt another guy/gal join in..ya..another butch..=.= bt she super beng la..n cute..n super fierce..they talk 10 sentence is gt 8 gt bit cursing de..bt she still super cute la..

than they order the dian xin..nt nice de..=x than eat le they take cab lobang mi home lorx..

quite happy today..coz he sae he kan kai le..than think we can still be frens!! omg..so happy..really hope that we can stil go out together as fren 1 day..think can ba..coz he also nv sae dun wan..i think we can be better frens..

my eyes are super tired now..hais..really dun mean to hurt him..in e morning when i wake up..i was so worried than he will be gone..if he is gone i think i will go crazy coz i noe i am e trigger of it..realli hope than his life will be better coz i noe he deserve lot more better things..

tis morning came to sch with lence..is like for hw mani months we nv go to sch tgt le..he also jus kana dump by the gf last nite so we spent the whole journey talking..i noe he realli feel like crying bt jus cant..

haiz..go lib slp first lata than print the stuff for portfolio ba since i duno wad to print nw..mus wait for lilians reply..

zzzzz

I CANT SLEEP..SOBS SOBS



T_T anyone online to chat wtih mi now..wth la..was like jus nw talking on phone with tm coz he cnt slp than my parents come kpkpkp..which was like 4 jus nw..than make mi so angry nw my turn to cnt slp..than nw i come on9 he slp le..n no one is here to chat with mi..omg..sadded..

later was supposed to go out with my lao gong to bugis to shop for new year clothings after my work de ..bt than jus nw she msg mi sae HER DOG I SICK!!! than she cnt go le..liao..dog more impt than her lao po la..wth.. than also meeting laurel lataer..bt than i scared she ps mi nia..pray hard that she will nt ps mi..sobs sobs..

U PIG..HAI WO CNT SLP NOW U SAY U SLPING HALFWAY..HMPHF..DUN WAN FREN U LE..

jus nice i was typing till u pig than u call mi le so qiao..=x

1 yr 7 mths 20 day..150505 to 010507..will nv forget the times i spent with u..one of the happiest moments in my life which i will rem forever..jus like e way u rem her..


everyone was happy for mi..y..? actually he is really veri good to mi sometimes..was realli down in e morning..than jaye was like there consoling mi..thanks..n others also..esp my lao gong shirley..she will be there forever for mi..love her ya..muackzz

than went to lunch with moon n hui n izzac..he spin tio de $80 de so he trat us with e voucher..went to tpy to eat..than was like 4 of us stuffing de food la..coz mus spent till 80..in e end also 70plus nia..forfeit de rest..than tm waited for mi at tpy there lorx..ps lehx to make u wait so long wor..

than meet tm go movie..everytime see him means movie nia..lol..wwatch blood diamond..bt most of the time wasnt watching the show..coz too bloody le n i was like peeping at the couple behind mi see wad they doing..lol..coz the cinema no ppl de sia.. than jav was supposed to come also de..BUT THAN HE NEVER TURN UP..!!! HMPHF..

than after movie we sianz than go back hg mall play the photo hunt..n alot of other games..lol..wan trying to get into the high score bt i think its like...IMMPOSSIBLE la..hw can others be so clever..??

PENISULAR IS SCARY T_T



jus reach hm..zzz..veri seldom reach hm so early lorx.jus nw went out with bren to penisular to buy his shirt..than the shop tender there are like..so despo..go in the shop they machiam wolf see red riding hood lidat..so scaryT_T somemore thre quite smelly..than walk this lane till i realli is walk till wan vomit le.. than i realised bren also quite tall..=x

than finally found one bt than is nt the colour he want..he wantend black bt than there onli gt the olive grenn colour..bt he still buy in e end..

than no place to walk le so take bus back hm lrox..we took 147 which is so damn freaking long la..its like 1 hr plus la..than poor bren pei wo jus take bus back hg..buy a piece of wrapping paper n go all e way back jurong..lolz..

than reach hm so early..nth to do..realised that my life also veri sianz..except studying n working..nth much to do..zzzzz

SIANZZZ


jus woke up..zzz end up dunnid go down to sch..coz the teacher call mi in e morning when i was slping n sae mon than hand in..=.= though she msg mi mi earlier n i nv reply her..=x

ARGH...SO SIANZ..anyone wanna go out with mi..no work is boring..T_T

was blogging half way than my mum cooking...than ringg ringg..her fren look for her than she ask mi go take over her to cook.. realised that i veri long nv cook le..miss cooking though. trust mi..i can cook de ok..n its edible i think..=x

took tis pic at cathay the day we went to watch nite at the museum..coz tm was showing us the tricks with cards..realised than i am a good photographer lorx..with the nice background n those..lol..dun u all think is nice??

wanted to post e other one with his person inside de..bt he sae cnt..hmphf..so xiao qi de..let mi post ur pic will die ar..bleahz..=x

PHOTO HUNT ING??



today was supposed to work 4 to 1030..than morning went to cut my hair.. so qiao.. tm also went to cut his hair.. haha.. dun copy mi la..=x

than actually wanna study de bt end up slping..n wake up to reply msges n went back to slp..than tm ask wanna meet up than i sae ok than i change n go out le..

went to photocopy the stuffs for my portfolio which was like supposed to be hand up last or last last week..than i call e teacher she nv pick than she call mi that time i working..so i think tml jus drop in her letter box in sch ba..when i dunno which is it..=.= which means....tml i gt to make a trip down to sch jus to hand in the things..omg..long journey..anyone free wan pei wo go down tml?? lolzz...

o ya..meet up with tm than we went arcade to play..haha.photo hunting sia n WE WANT TO GET INTO THE HIGHEST SCORE..n is like we keep on die at level 5 lidat..wth..far away frm the high score..sobx..bt i noe we can do it de..~~!!!!

than we i was gg off to work n we saw this siao kia..he was liek everyday in hgmall from since years ago lrox..when hgmall jus opened he was there le..than tm sae he saw him before when he was pri or sec le..forget le..=x

than went to work n blah blah blah n nw reach hm here bloggin..zzzzZzZzz

DEATH NOTE 2!!




went to watch deathnote today..nice show wor..quite cute..=x n we watch at the grand cathay.. so damn damn big la..first time feeling that e screen is bit far frm us bt nice lehx..too bad jav nv go..lol realised that its been long time before watch a movie n now its like..3 in a row tis week with them..

than went to work..so damn busy la..long long queue lorx..omg..do till wan faint le..

than sms him..had a long talk with him..talk abt e probs btw us n everything..took mi lotsa courage to bring it up..tot we will jus end it tis way..bt who noes..maybe wil still be de same..jus drag on n on n on..hope it will be diff tis time..

told him i am realli veri tired le..always break my heart into pieces n when i was still putting it back..he will break it again..hurts..bt he nv noe..he nv noe hw i feel..always waited for hours jus to go back hm with him tgt yet he tell mi act he prefer to go back alone..when i always waited for like 2-4 hr..feel so stupid..

n all my frens sae i zhong se qing you coz i always ps them for him..manager also sae coz i always ask for off on sat n sun when its the busiest of e week..i feel satisfied jus to be with him bt yet i think i am so stupid..

he nv noe hw much tears i drop because of him..he nv noe all the things..jus feeling tired..he sae 1 last try..bt i duno whether i am strong enuff to suffer that 1 last time..

maybe it will be a better day after a good slp..bt dun even noe that will i had a good slp in e first place..



ps. tm..u owe mi a trip to e shop n my GHOST TUNNEL..die die i also wan watch..

CHANGE



a bad day today..everything sucks..n tis is the last chance for mi to change..I MUST REALLY CHANGE..

nv noe that i hurt him so much..nv noe that i am so selfish..nv noe that i am such a failure..nt now must change le..haiz..

feeling so sorry to him.. still gt a battle coming up..hope i can survive it..

NEW YEAR EVE


lol..counting down in tm hse..=.= spent the whole nite watchig jav play maple..play cards..watch videos n slp while..rather lamer new year eve i noe..n they sae eat dinner together when its already 6 in the morning n we haven eat our dinner..

than we went mirc dee siao ppl..manage to trick 1 to meet at nite at jurong n 1 at eskibar(forget hw to spell la) n 2 later noon at ps mrt..when duno they will go nt la..lol..coz too sianz till nth to do la..

ooo..haven think of new yr resolution..hmmm..



-- i wan a better job..if nt, working with better de collegues..

-- pay rise!!!

-- able to move out soon ba..hope in the coming yr can move out..

-- able to pass my tis sem when i am pon ing like for countless time le la n totally dun understand wad the whole sem is abt..

-- able to let him go..?? if nt than let him be mine onli..

-- wont quarrel with ppl so much le..


woots..gt lots of resolutions..bt thn i noe non can come true de nahx..jus dreaming when i ain't slping..zzzzzz