haiz..damn bloody fan now la..

can feel all e ugly words gg to burst out le..

my parent noe i went to the wedding liao..den they start to kpkpkp mi abt my bf n all e freaking stuffs..haiz..

his father bad doesnt mean tat he is bad..n they dun understand a single thing abt him den they jus conclude tat he is bad..n de ugly n hurting words start to came out from them..jus wtf they wan..

cant they jus leave mi n him alone n see wad will happen..hw they noe it wont be a happy ending..

jus feel so fcuk up now la..n they now set curfew for mi..phew..u think i care..fcuk em la..knn..curfew is the thing i hate most lorx..if i come back late they dun let mi in i realli will jus move to his hse lor..

maybe is jus tat im realli too soft le ba..haiz..bt i realli dun wan to spoil everything..damn it..

n i dun wan him to meet my parents so early coz i tot they wont feel so bad of him as time pass by..who noes 2 yrs le they still so kan bu kai..i noe his dad not good n u think he like his dad also mehx..wad makes u think he wil be like him..arghhh..jus so fuck la everything..

when i got not enuff money, de one who will lend mi is him..even though he gt nt enuff also he still try to help mi out..he is also de onli one who ask mi got enuff to use not..who will care whether i got enuff to use not..

fcuk still kping mi now..realli jus testing my patience..still wan to compare wad fuck..sae my cousin one i nv go den his cousin one i go..stupid la..my cousin is in msia n they go for few freaking days n i got lesson on mon where they reach sg in e monday morning..tis one in sg tat one in msia can use ur pee brain to think not..diff to big la.knn..n is not new de msia..is mus take coach n more than 7 hrs to reach there one lor..omg..

i realli is bo wei gong..realli is test my patience..